BEAUTIFUL HORSES - NINE9
- 26/03/2025
Greetings cyberspace!
Been a while :D spring has sprung! And I'm desperate to catch some rays, I can feel the serotonin seeping into my skin and it burns! I moved house, it's weird. For the last year I've been in limbo since we left home, and now home is somewhere entirely new. To cope, I've been all things neon green (to match my new lime belt) and holographic sparkles, I love you simplynailogical. Horses, have been my new thing. Shire, my little, laughing, they all inspire me. i turn 18 in 4 days, mayle il ask for a pony. Confusing creatures.
I was sat in a McDonald's toilet the other day, I needed to take a moment to breathe after speed walking to my bus stop. When I stood up, I dropped my cutest keychain, I heard it fall, saw it on the grown attached to my old house key. I didn’t pick it up. I regretted it once I left, but didn’t have the energy to go back for it. I think it sparked a string of bad decisions.
In my new room, my window faces the sunset. It's awesome, but I can't help but feel sad. It's so beautiful and leaves a glowing orange rectangle on the opposite wall, right where I lay my head, I have to squint to see my screen. When it's beaming dim light through my window, I think about all the things I've been avoiding. The sun has brilliant powers.
I loom over the view of my back garden, and my neighbours gardens, and the alleyway behind my house. I watch the house cats sneak narrowly between the fences and the few birds scattered in the trees. I watch people through their windows, sometimes they look back.
I'll leave you for now, keep an eye on the site as I've had a new wave of inspiration
